Eternal confusion

Eternal confusion

 

When someone cries for me

Am I happy or not?!?

for having made the impact on them...

When someone is emotionally dependent on me

Should I be satisified or not?!?

for they have become the puppets in my hand

When someone gives me a heartfelt smile

Should I feel bad or what?

for smile might leave me feel sad on its absence

When somone is growing envious on me

Should I expose my weakness to them or not?

for that would tamp those negative thoughts

When I was given this life 

Had I been destined to live for myself or for others?

for I doubt if I am here to make the difference

 

P.S: when I sat down to write out my confound thoughts, I did have the confusion in the way of addressing.

I didnot know whether to take up first person narration  or second person recounting.

Having found a resolution for this undemanding confusion, I have the confidence that I would resolve my eternal confusions too.

 

I have combined two kind of related posts into the same one - Edited from the original

Do you subsist around??

This is a small piece of  chat between I and your deep within who I see…….Do you hear it ring the melancholy …..;-) ( I am sorry it must have been L)

 

You can see…

I can see ….

What is that we see?

I see the ‘me’ in you

You see the ‘you’ in me

Is that all we see?!?

Nothing more for the moment!!!

Beyond this

What is that we should see…??

Do we see how the world sees us??

I guess we should start seeing

Beyond that us within the other to

Understand that which makes us

See the unseen happiness…..

It could be just the madness

Around our inherit idiosyncrasy

Or It could be just that madness..

As normal people with normal madness

Anyways, the madness that has inherently

grown with us is

futile amidst the factual fellows

Oh!!!My fantasy man….

Let us see the Wonderful us within us

(assuming it subsists…)

Till this real world engross us into itself

Can it??Will it???